Still Alive


My beloved Alpaca Lips did not follow through as I was so desperately hoping.

Obviously. Since I'm making an update here.

There's a lot I'd like to write about, but I just don't feel ready for that right now. Honestly, the only thing holding me together at the moment is my unending and apparent desperate quest for laughter. I've actually found that for now in a show I've been watching since late 2011 when it debuted, but have only really come to appreciate and cling to like a freckle in the past couple of months. It's called Impractical Jokers and may well be the funniest show in the history of television, I shit you not. It was developed by the Staten Island Comedy Troupe called The Tenderloins. I would marry every one of these guys at once, if given half the chance. No ifs, ands, or buts. Of course, I do have a favourite, but I'm not really getting into that right now.

Just wanted to touch base and let any readers I may have left know that I am still here, still alive and kicking (myself and anyone in close proximity). I'm still struggling with editing, writing, and getting The Augury of Gideon ready for publishing, which I hope will happen this year. We'll see. I'm still working on music videos for Shriekback, Barry, and hopefully future related projects. I'm still making the Tim Roth Tutorials, of which there are 150 as of today.

I'm taking things one day at a time, although I think now more than ever, it's an uphill battle, and the only way I'm ever going to be able to move forward is to move away from this place. But I don't want to even think about all that right now.

All I want to do is laugh, and forget everything else.
  • Current Location: home
  • Current Mood: apathetic apathetic
  • Current Music: silencia
Good to see you here. Whenever I get worried that you haven't posted in a while, I just check your Twitter feed and know that you're okay. Don't "do" FB, as you know.

2013 might be a great year. Whoa ... did I really just type that?

Very hackneyed phrase but I've found that attempting to live in the now has a lot going for it. It's not easy but when you can manage, the present moment is a lot less daunting than worrying days, weeks, months, years in advance.

Here's wishing you tons of laughter in 2013 along with improved health and less to furl your brow.

Happy New Year, Tracy.

Still alive....
Hi there Pumpkin!

Sure glad to see you writing again, it's been awhile. If you want something to laugh about, maybe I can send you something of the humorous kind...?

And about the "monkeystew", if it wasn't to be, then it wasn't, and that's that.

"There was no joy in that sorrow, said the old man,when he discovered he had been crying at the wrong grave" (speaksay).

Lots of Love from Sweden.

Yours Truly,

Oleander 56
Re: Still alive....
I'm always up for grabbing laughter where I can. Got your latest chapter, but haven't read it yet. I'm waiting for the perfect "moment," so thanks for being patient.
I love that sketch. Those guys have cat and dog down to a science, I swear! I love how Cat guy flips off the house guest. hahaha!
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And I am so glad you are. Even though I'm not as accessible as I was before, I do so desperately need each and every one of you, so thank you being you.