I had made one payment on this car.
And it is totalled. And I may have a hairline fracture in a rib, though it's probably just bruising.
Nationwide is paying off the whole loan, or at least most of it. I'm hoping that Carmax will let me take any spillage there might be and add it to a different vehicle. This means my payment will go up and I'll probably lose my TV, but I rarely watch it anyway. If I need noise, I've got movies to keep me warm.
I'm trying to be positive about all this.
But with the cycles of grief that keep bombarding me, along with the fantabulous bout of luck I've been enjoying now for months, it's really rather difficult.
So, in about two weeks' time, I've lost my computer and my car. Next the house will burn down and I'll be struck by lightning.
That last bit is good luck.